face-reading

don't want to call it mind-reading because our minds aren't really what is shown upfront but our faces..

perhaps it was that i was sleepy and have been reading a book while waiting for my lunch to arrive..so i think i can say that i was dreamy, thoughts of the past days and the story of the book mixed in my drowsy head..and then when somebody accidentally dropped his drink (red mountain dew) at the right side of our table, i just couldn't stop myself from grinning although i was still really very sleepy. then my companion kept asking me the reason why i was so happy..i asked him to guess and it was even more funny because he probably thought i was oh so mysterious being all giggly and happy when my shoes have been splattered with sticky softdrink..his guesses were out of the blue (as usual) like i got a new toy, or that some boy came to my house last night and played with me (i asked him what we played..he said he didn't know. i said it was his story..=P) or that i was up all night on the phone (wait, this was his guess for the reason why i was so sleepy..heheh) or that a boy sang to me (hmmmmm...now that can't just be seen on my face..)..all the while i was silent, being sleepy and hungry (grinning at the same time). he continued talking and then suddenly a slight worry passed by my head and he noticed it. i had to wipe it off my face and thought again of happy things, of the new day, of fresh starts..then another worry came, and he suddenly retorted "you know the solution to that is..." and i was speechless (actually i barely said more than 20 words while he was yakking away =P..[my head was full of thoughts and i was sleepy..]).. was i that transparent or was it just because of my lack of participation to the conversation that my thoughts were registering in my face....oh well! it has been a very fast month...like 3 and a half years have been rewinded and fast forwarded and concluded in a month...no wonder i'm sleepy (i've been watching reruns..)....

anyway, i was grinning when somebody spilled his drink because i remembered a similar incident a few weeks ago...☆

p.s. i told my companion i was happy because i had done something for myself...★
(and also - this i didn't tell him - because last night a dear, dear friend told me not to be guilty and to follow my heart...☆★☆)