Hard to Believe

i am getting anxious (about work) so i leash it out in this song :D

Hard to Believe
Eraserheads

I find it hard to believe
That all the pain that we are feeling
Has some meaning in this world
It’s so hard to believe
That everything you see is different
From the things that you’ve been told

well, theoretical IS different from practical..but does it have to be this confusing..and i feel like i didn't learn a thing...(coz time was limited..and we were required to read some materials, but weren't given enough time..aren't audio books available??)

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
O please don’t take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

i am very thankful for all my blessings, and each brings more blessings (or they are blessings because they provide other blessings..chicken and egg dilemma :D)..but a little encouragement and the resource i need would be really nice (thanks for the encouragement..how 'bout the resource?!?)

I find it hard to believe
That someone up there is waiting
With arms open wide and smiling
It’s so hard to believe
When someone told me that your suffering
Is what you get for living

yes, when i come home, there would be this 4-toothed grin waiting for my hug...unless of course, she fell asleep waiting for me...
and do i have to feel like a carabao, dragging the plow in the midday sun??

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
O please don’t take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch
Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world
The only thing i can believe…

this was my choice, 10 years ago ..and almost 6 years ago...just have to get my love-tank refilled at home..and be thankful for everything and ask for God's will to be done. Amen.